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Most of us can remember the time and place when we experienced something very special or unique.An example will probably pop up in your mind just by reading this.Let it be falling in Love, getting a Job, or having our first Kiss; we treasure that memory as long as we Live. Some of these moments were a coincidence, occurred by luck or perhaps they were destined by fate.Others are the fruit of… Read More
“If I’m ever going to write about this day, you bet it’s gonna start with how you’re always late” It’s 3 o’ clock, Friday.I’m sitting on the couch, meditating. Preparing for the upcoming hours mentally.The house is clean, I went through the whole place and erased every little trace of our “Man cave”.A box full of snacks was waiting in the kitchen, filled with delicious grapes, almonds, cashews and blueberries.I loaded the… Read More
I had a chat with the suicide prevention hotline the other day. Things weren’t going well, and I had nobody to turn to or talk with.Reaching out for help seemed to be the only possibility. When they picked up, they started to ask questions about where I am and what I’m doing.– At home, I’m safe. I’m not under the influence of any substance.This sentence was enough for them to close the… Read More
What would you do, if tomorrow was too late? The answer is supposed to be easy. Donate stuff, call some friends, make amends. Say goodbye to your family, co-workers, pets.Let go of the reign.Make peace with it. Is that really the best way to spend your last day? What about the Dreams you’ve had, the Promises you’ve made?It may not be enough to explore a Country, but it’s more than enough to… Read More
Your soul is not for sale. After the intoxicating evening, our bodies were drained and lazy. Eventually our lips would find their way to start the engines and make our heart race, yet if you try to get a Woman out of bed while She’s comfortable cuddling, well –Not today. After satisfying our hunger through destroying calories, we realized that we need something to eat. How great it is that the kitchen… Read More
My colleagues were sitting on needles, mocking me the hele1 day.“You know you owe us with the entire story… We’re Women, we need to gossip” Lovely. Now I can’t even have a moment of peace at my workplace. I arrived home with just enough time to pack my things and head for the train. Figuring out the system wasn’t simple, the western public transport is a lot more complicated than it seems…. Read More
At 9 am her alarm stung our ears. The wine would’ve made sure that we stay knocked out until 10 – But for some reason it was still on, regardless that leaving bed before 2 pm (when it comes to her) is highly unlikely.So let’s just hit the snooze button for 5 hours and pretend to be asleep. Since it was quite a while ago when we last consumed a decent dish,… Read More
“I’ll be there around 7“ – Said the message Tuurlijk1.She is like those mind-blowing birthday parties – If the host says it starts at 6, people will arrive after 8.So I had at least an extra hour to play with. Our plan was to drink wine and chill on the beach, but that’s too dull for two rebel younglings, dus2 I figured it’s time to bring those legendary cooking skills to the… Read More
The sun was just about to set.Her name appears, and my phone starts buzzing.“What the hell?” – I mumbled “Hey Girl”– Come outside.A brief silence followed, with this expression on my head: She hangs up, I walk downstairs like a hobo – shirtless, with the cheapest shorts I had from my closet. I open the door and cross my fingers that I didn’t develop mental diseases which would cause hallucinations like that.The… Read More
Road to a New Life 